Place To Get Stuff Out (PLEASE READ UPDATED RULES)

Yay! More whining from me!

Anyway, I'm doing a project in TV Production where I have to interview someone relevant to the school. So, me and my partner are interviewing the leader of the Anime Club. We filmed like half of the interview on Tuesday because the interviewee got nervous and wanted to go home. The interviewee wants me to give him my Nintendo ID on my Wii U just because. I keep telling him no because there's no point in giving him it if I only have one game on it, and it's not even multiplayer. Video chatting is fine on occasion, but we can just text each other and still be fine. But yeah, he keeps telling me, "Can I have/Give me your ID or else I'm not finishing up the interview." And I don't know what to do now.

Then just give him your ID?

What's the point in it? It'll just be in his contacts. Being unused. A waste of disk space.

Edit: But now, I have a plan. He's doing this because he just wants to be better friends. I'll just ask him if he wants it just so we can be better friends. If he admits it, then I'll give him my ID.

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I'mma make this quick. Since I just did all that fucking.
My battery died last night, and it fucked up my computer. I just had to do a Factory Restore on my computer.

ThatOneAsian wrote:

What's the point in it? It'll just be in his contacts. Being unused. A waste of disk space.

Edit: But now, I have a plan. He's doing this because he just wants to be better friends. I'll just ask him if he wants it just so we can be better friends. If he admits it, then I'll give him my ID.

Even if that's not it, there's really no harm in it. Sure it's a waste of disk space, but the space taken up would be so minute it would be unnoticeable. There doesn't necessarily have to be a point to doing something. Did you ever consider what the point of swinging on the swingset was as a kid?

Ok, firstly, holy fucking shit.

Secondly, in case it's not still in the archives, here's why it's holy fucking shit.

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[13:00:48 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I woke up this morning with my older sistert who I haven't seen in 10 years knocking on my door

[13:00:58 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I don't even know how she got my adress

[13:00:59 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : woh

[13:01:42 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : She's my half sister really but I don't speak to any of our shared family so I have no idea how she knows where I live

[13:01:56 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : And now all of a sudden she wants to be a big sister

[13:02:05 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : lol

[13:02:06 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I was like "Bitch, GTFO"

[13:02:23 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : But now I'm worried I've done the wrong thing

[13:02:30 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : hmm

[13:02:38 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : well it was very sudden

[13:03:03 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : did she leave any way to contact her?

[13:03:27 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : althouhg i dunno what she was doing in those 10 years

[13:03:43 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I didn't really give her a chance but I haven't checked my mailbox yet, she may have put hewr phone number in there or something

[13:04:27 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I dunno what she was doing either

[13:04:41 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : did you know why she left?

[13:04:44 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : or remember

[13:04:48 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : but now I'm just like "holy fuck whatamigonnadoshitfuck"

[13:05:03 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : She never lived with me

[13:05:14 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : She lived with her mum and I lived with mine

[13:05:22 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : We share a father

[13:05:31 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : ahh

[13:05:45 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I didn't even know I had an older sister until I was like 10

[13:06:09 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : but we visited each other and stuff then all of a sudden she just stopped taking calls

[13:06:22 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : So I was like "fine..."

[13:06:31 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : heh

[13:06:38 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : well she could have called

[13:06:48 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Although it hurt me I didn't show it, y'know

[13:07:02 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : if she has your address i dont see why she would have your number

[13:07:03 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : yeah

[13:07:24 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I've also drank like a shit ton of coffee this morning and now I'm all jittery

[13:07:25 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : i can see why you were like gtfo

[13:07:40 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : yeah...

[13:07:55 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : it would have been best to start slow

[13:07:56 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : but now I'm just like "FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK"

[13:08:03 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : dw

[13:08:39 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : she would be stupid not to try again

[13:08:45 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I'm so glad I got that off my chest

[13:09:00 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : But she like rang my intercom and I was like "Hello?"

[13:09:13 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : And then she went "Robyn it's Emma."

[13:09:22 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : And I was like "Wut..."

[13:09:34 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : "Y'know, Emma. Your sister."

[13:09:53 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : "I don't know anyone called Emma Go away"

[13:10:03 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : "Can we talk?"

[13:10:05 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : ahh

[13:10:31 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Let her in and then she was like "I've missed you why didn't you stay in touch"

[13:10:39 10/12/12] * AkaShika lost her cool at that point

[13:10:54 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : haha ahh

[13:11:13 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : pretty much that was your line

[13:11:31 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I mean seriously, who doesn't contact someone for like 10 years then says "Why didn;t you keep in touch"

[13:12:05 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : exactly

[13:12:50 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I'm sorry for ranting at you, Trace.

[13:12:59 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : its fine

[13:13:00 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I just needed to gewt this off my chest

[13:13:29 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : understandable

[13:13:55 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : if i were you though id try to contact her and talk

[13:14:04 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : since stuff could ahve happend

[13:14:14 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : and i dont want you regretting it

[13:14:55 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I just didn't like the way she tried to just stroll back into my life

[13:15:09 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I mean, who does tha?

[13:15:17 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Not even a phone call first

[13:15:23 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : no one realisticly

[13:15:25 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Just "Oh hi, remember me?"

[13:15:56 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : yeah

[13:16:36 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : brb I'm gonna get another coffee then check my mailbox

[13:16:55 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : kk

[13:18:30 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : dont drink too much though after waht happend to master

[13:18:45 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Ok... I have a phone number and a note saying "Pleaese call me"

[13:18:50 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Eheh

[13:18:55 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Don't worry

[13:18:57 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I won't

[13:19:24 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : whew

[13:19:59 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : well it would be best to call her when your ready

[13:21:45 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I might call her now while I'm here

[13:22:02 10/12/12] * AkaShika doesn't want to freak out again

[13:22:18 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : kk thats fine

[13:23:06 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : ok

[13:23:08 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : It's ringing

[13:23:22 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : cool

[13:24:29 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Well crap...

[13:24:41 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Me: How did you find me?

[13:25:08 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Her: I hiered a PI

[13:25:45 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : woh

[13:26:15 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : a tad much but she really wanted to see you

[13:26:19 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Apparently my father gave her money to find me so she could tell me he's dying

[13:26:48 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : brb

[13:26:50 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : woh

[13:26:53 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : kk

[13:26:57 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I'm gonna freak out

[13:27:04 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : d im here

[13:27:08 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : *dw

[13:27:22 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : just stay calm

[13:27:43 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Just hung up on her

[13:27:56 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Me: What made him think I'd want to see him?

[13:28:10 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Her:He thought you might like your inheritance

[13:28:21 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : ...

[13:28:33 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Me:is he really that dull to think he can buy me after almost 23 years??

[13:28:48 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Her: I'm just passing on the message

[13:29:08 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Me: So you only tried to contact me because he told you to

[13:29:15 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Her: Yeah, Why?

[13:29:36 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : That was the point when I freaked out and hung up

[13:29:54 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Now my animals are going crazy and I'm pissed off

[13:30:01 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : so much fo her wanting to see you

[13:30:16 10/12/12] @ Trace-114 : i take it you dont like your dad

[13:30:31 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : I've only ever seen him once

[13:30:55 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : Everything I know about him comes from other people

[13:31:29 10/12/12] @ AkaShika : But considering he tried to kill me and my mum before I was born, no, I can't say I like him

There once was a time back in high school where we were playing Sharks'n'Minnows in P.E. class. If you could stay under the surface you got to stay a "Minnow" and fight off the "Sharks" in the next round but if a "Shark" managed to drag you to the surface you joined their ranks and lost your chance at victory. When it got down to two more "Minnows" we both jumped in the water prepared to be attacked viciously. For whatever reason all the "Sharks" ignored my competitor. There were seventeen people in all trying to pull me out of that water and for 40 seconds and half the length of the pool they couldn't succeed. I almost drowned rather than lose that game. This story may or may not be relevant to anything at all ever, it's just been my thought of the day.

This morning my mother confronted me about my plans to quit my job at Altercare and go back to school. I was given an ultimatum, "quit your job at Altercare and you might end up living in a box in a box."

I'm still quitting and she's gonna see what fucking happens when she challenges me like that. I don't care if she does kick me out she'll see what happens. I'm a fighter.

Another thing she said that really pissed me off was, "You don't understand, life doesn't always come wrapped in a pretty package where good things are handed to you." Like what? She doesn't think I know that? After all the moving we did when I was younger, after all the bullying I took through school, after these two fucking years at Altercare being abused?

I wont take it, I respect myself to much to keep going like I have been and if I have to rent a room or live in my car or what I'll do it but this is my chance to better myself and I'm not about to be deterred because she wants to threaten me with homelessness.

@Aka
Wow, yeah, that sucks... Just out of the blue like that, acts like she cares, then openly admits she doesn't.

@J
That was really unfair of your mother. And I agree with your choice. I'd probably do the same.

I don't remember what context i said that in but I'm still following through with my plans come what may.

So my parents have decided to start charging me $250 a month to live in their house. Not including meals, laundry, or internet service. Not really a rage right now, just something I thought I should let you guys know.

I'm going to rage....charging your kid $250 a month to let them live in your house, PLUS utilities and food is RIDICULOUS!

[1/10/2013 8:08:05 PM] Robby: It's just everything.
[1/10/2013 8:08:30 PM] Robby: Someone at work I trusted told everyone I supposed to go to New York.
[1/10/2013 8:08:35 PM] Robby: Before stupid shit
[1/10/2013 8:08:55 PM] Robby: And now the coworkers keep asking me, "So when are you going to get to New York?"
[1/10/2013 8:09:06 PM] Scotia: Scotia hugz
[1/10/2013 8:09:08 PM] Robby: I just want to be like: "Fucking never."
[1/10/2013 8:09:12 PM] Robby: Robby hugs
[1/10/2013 8:09:27 PM] Robby: And I have a friend who wants me to get an apartment with her brother.
[1/10/2013 8:09:34 PM] Robby: So he can get custody of his kids
[1/10/2013 8:09:54 PM] Robby: And she keeps on saying, "You're going ot be paying rent anyway."
[1/10/2013 8:10:13 PM] Robby: And my parents say I have to buy a car because they don't want me to use theirs
[1/10/2013 8:10:18 PM] Robby: And I have to get insurance
[1/10/2013 8:10:32 PM] Robby: And I can't find people who can fucking speak english on craigslist.
[1/10/2013 8:10:57 PM] Robby: And my parents are treating me like shit again after I almost thought I had got through to them.
[1/10/2013 8:11:07 PM] Robby: And I cna't remember the last time I acted.
[1/10/2013 8:11:20 PM] Robby: And I'm losing contact with my friends in Vidor.
[1/10/2013 8:11:26 PM] Robby: And I'm not going to school
[1/10/2013 8:11:42 PM] Robby: And I don't have enough money to buy anything
[1/10/2013 8:12:15 PM] Robby: And I'm never going to have enough money to sustain myself because Kroger doesn't hand out raises after you jump through every fucking hoop they throw at you
[1/10/2013 8:12:38 PM] Robby: And I'm working until 1 am each night with creepy fuckers who'll come in and ask weird questions.
[1/10/2013 8:12:42 PM] Scotia: You're in the US, jobs don't work the way they're supposed to there.
[1/10/2013 8:12:43 PM] Robby: There are drunk people.
[1/10/2013 8:12:54 PM] Robby: There are druggies.
[1/10/2013 8:13:02 PM] Scotia: You get paid for screwing people over instead of actually doing your job.
[1/10/2013 8:13:08 PM] Robby: There are people who could potentially beat the fuck out of me.
[1/10/2013 8:13:17 PM] Robby: And I jsut can't function anymore
[1/10/2013 8:13:22 PM] Scotia: Scotia hugz
[1/10/2013 8:13:30 PM] Robby: Robby hugs
[1/10/2013 8:13:39 PM] Robby: I'm trying really hard to keep it together.
[1/10/2013 8:13:45 PM] Robby: To not freak out or give up
[1/10/2013 8:13:45 PM] Scotia: I know, it can be hard.
[1/10/2013 8:13:57 PM] Scotia: I wish there was something I could do.
[1/10/2013 8:13:59 PM] Robby: And I'm worried about you
[1/10/2013 8:14:05 PM] Robby: I'm worried about everyone
[1/10/2013 8:14:10 PM] Robby: But I can't do anything.
[1/10/2013 8:14:19 PM] Robby: Everything right now just sucks
[1/10/2013 8:14:30 PM] Robby: I have a coworker who wants to get me fired.
[1/10/2013 8:14:35 PM] Robby: And all kinds of stupid shit
[1/10/2013 8:16:14 PM] Scotia: Is talking about it helping at all?
[1/10/2013 8:16:38 PM] Robby: A little bit
[1/10/2013 8:16:43 PM] Robby: It's good to get it out
[1/10/2013 8:16:46 PM] Scotia: Scotia hugz
[1/10/2013 8:16:51 PM] Robby: But now I realize how much shit there is
[1/10/2013 8:17:03 PM] Robby: I mean I don't really have anyone to talk to around here.
[1/10/2013 8:17:09 PM] Robby: Here being texas
[1/10/2013 8:17:21 PM] Robby: And you guys are my closest friends
[1/10/2013 8:17:35 PM] Robby: And my parents are trying to take away the internet
[1/10/2013 8:17:40 PM] Robby: Then what will I have?



I'm not sure if I've been on edge lately or what but I feel like I've been a little off lately and if anyone else has thought so too, this is why. I'm not trying to hide anything from you guys, I'm just trying to act like nothing's wrong at home or at work so I guess I'm just trying to act like everything's okay here now. I've been locked up inside my room all day today and yesterday because every time I set foot out my door I'd just get glared at. I'm tired of arguing with them to try to show them it's not my fault but if I don't argue I have to accept everything's my fault. Today I was told that they were thinking about getting locks for the pantry so that I couldn't get food while they were gone from the house. I didn't eat anything yesterday and tonight I was so hungry that while my parents were gone I walked to get something to eat. I'm exhausted. I feel sick and tomorrow I work until 1 AM again and we'll get in the argument of "You can't walk home from work at 1 but you don't have a car and we'll be sleeping."

TL;DR: More family problems. Carry about.

*Hugs*

*hugs*

So I have one month until I have to move out into my own place. They're evicting me and telling me that I can't be at home when they're not. No, I don't want to talk about it, No, I'm not going to do anything stupid and no, I'm not flying to New York no matter how fucking awesome that would be. I'll try to be around, but I can't make any promises. This is just an FYI. I'll come freak out later.

(Reposted From Lotsa Parties. Yes I actually posted it there instead of here)


Holy fuck kik. how stupid could they be. Id try and find a shared house to make the pay easier on you.

While I'm angry that you're being kicked out I also feel like it's slightly a good thing, except you don't have a car....

However, you'll find a lot better conditions renting from someone who's not going to make you pay more rent for ridiculous things like eating in your bedroom or "not being motivated enough"

Honestly, if you get somewhere affordable you'll be a lot better off financially.

What I'm worried about more is how cruel this move was on their part. I'm sorry that they're doing this to you, it has to hurt and I'm sorry that you have to go through it and I'm sorry I'm probably saying things you don't want to hear.

But that's the problem. I can't really do anything. I'm stuck without a car. Even if I wanted to move, I have a job. If I move I could have to walk hours to get to work. They cut off the internet so I'm currently bumming it at McDonalds. I guess I need to practice being homeless.

Edit: Also after rent from the past few months, I have 2100 in my bank account. Which is not enough to get a car and find an apartment.

Wait they already kicked ypu out without even lettingbyou find a place to stay first? Thats damn cold.

No they didn't. I'm not allowed to be at home when they aren't. And they cut the wifi so I have to go somewhere that gives free wifi.

Kikren wrote:

, No, I'm not going to do anything stupid and no, I'm not flying to New York no matter how fucking awesome that would be..

What about Connecticut? At this point I wouldn't mind sharing my tombstone with you. Hell I'm hardly there anyways and all you'd have to put up with is my old ghost guinea pig roommate

That would be great. However, I'm allergic to guinea pigs.

Ohio is a lot cheaper than New York but way shittier, and I would so room with you if it comes down to that. I don't know how great of a roomate I would be though considering Tasha claims I'm frustratingly boring. Sometimes I'm messy but I always eventually get around to cleaning it up, and I cook, but sometimes I screw the recipe up, on those nights we'd order pizza. If you cant find anything else and you need like, some type of last-resort option I'll be here.

Wow. This place has been unused. So, I messaged my crush on Tumblr that I had to ask her something important today, and she said sure as long as it wasn't any life changing decision. So today, I forgot. Again. So I texted her that I forgot to ask her the important thing. And she said to text it. So I did. And I'm the like the fourth person she had to say sorry to because she wasn't looking for a relationship. I'm content with it. I expected to be because I'm friends with her. And all the stuff I do with her is because we're friends. I really value and appreciate all my friendships, so. But anyway, I'm not sad. At all. And it's bugging me because I expected to be like 1/4 sad, and being sad after getting rejected, politely or not, is the normal thing. It's the norm. It's something a majority of the people of this world do. The other majority are the "nice guys" who are only friends with someone so they can get into their pants and get pissed off when they get rejected. But yeah. I'm not sad at all. I'm angry and confused as to why I'm not a little bit sad about it. Why am I not the least bit sad that I got rejected for the first time (since this was my first time asking someone out, which I kinda failed at)?

Maybe you're not sad because you don't have feelings for her beyond friendship and you've mistaken it for a crush??