Place To Get Stuff Out (PLEASE READ UPDATED RULES)

this one is going to be short and sweet

SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I COULDN'T CARE LESS I MEAN HOLY FUCK STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT IT IF YOU WANT TO FORGET IT AND NOT DEAL WITH IT THEN STOP BRINGING IT UP!!! People all have problems so don't think the world revolves around you so please just shut your fucking noise hole and stop whining or imma hafta summon sea octoserpent to gorge out your eyes and rip you in 2! Then I'll strap you to a stretcher and turn you into a fruit roll up or something!!!!! EVERYONE WILL BE TRYING TO EAT YOU!


there, that wasn't too long :3

Catspirit123 wrote:

this one is going to be short and sweet

SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I COULDN'T CARE LESS I MEAN HOLY FUCK STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT IT IF YOU WANT TO FORGET IT AND NOT DEAL WITH IT THEN STOP BRINGING IT UP!!! People all have problems so don't think the world revolves around you so please just shut your fucking noise hole and stop whining or imma hafta summon sea octoserpent to gorge out your eyes and rip you in 2! Then I'll strap you to a stretcher and turn you into a fruit roll up or something!!!!! EVERYONE WILL BE TRYING TO EAT YOU!


there, that wasn't too long :3

If you don't mind me interfering... Who was that directed too?
Plus... Don't forget to NINJA!

The Operator wrote:

Catspirit123 wrote:

this one is going to be short and sweet

SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I COULDN'T CARE LESS I MEAN HOLY FUCK STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT IT IF YOU WANT TO FORGET IT AND NOT DEAL WITH IT THEN STOP BRINGING IT UP!!! People all have problems so don't think the world revolves around you so please just shut your fucking noise hole and stop whining or imma hafta summon sea octoserpent to gorge out your eyes and rip you in 2! Then I'll strap you to a stretcher and turn you into a fruit roll up or something!!!!! EVERYONE WILL BE TRYING TO EAT YOU!


there, that wasn't too long :3

If you don't mind me interfering... Who was that directed too?
Plus... Don't forget to NINJA!

oh it's this asshole from my school who complains all the time. Seriously, almost everything he says is a complaint. Dunno why he thinks it's best to complain to me, what am I going to do about it?

No, I mean the original rant post in all caps. If Ky read that she'd have a heart attack before she'd even reach the next post!

(Also, check the Okeanos pad, in the chatbox)

ugh.. long rant ahead x_x i'll warn you there's a lot of swearing.


I am so sick of being ignored all the fucking time. I am so fucking sick of it. I'm mostly pissed at myself though. :|

I don't know if I ever told you guys this, but I'm not the same IRL as I am online. i'm.. idk, really socially awkward. I fucking hate it. Because this is all my fault. people DO approach me but I have no idea what the fuck to say and I can't hold up a proper fucking conversation so nobody wants to fucking hang out with me because obviously I'm just so fucking weird.

i also hate how I seem to lack in everything.

I'm not pretty, or good at school. In fact, I'm fucking failing while everyone else fucking breezes through this shit. my only comfort is my art. that's it. I can't act, I can't play music, I'm not good at math.

And some fucking good art's going to do me, huh? :\ Haha. Yeah, i'm sure that'll get me a good paying job. x_x Oh, wait, it looks like I won't even make it to college because I can't even pass my fucking classes.

i just want to fucking die. but I can't do that. I can't do that to my family, i can't have them go that sort of cruel pain again. I'm fucking forced to keep going. I'm sick of people laughing at me, sick of being a failure, disappointing my parents. they want me to be so much but I feel like my life is just going in a downward spiral. why can't I be like everyone else? why? why do I have to be weird? why can't I manage my grades and have nice friends and have some talent? why not? I can't do it.

i just can't do it.

*hugs EXE* from one socially akward average looking and not talented person to another.

*gives EXE another hug*

It's alright, I'm really socially awkward too. My grades are completely average, aside from math, which I'm failing. I really like writing, but I'd never make a good living off of that alone. I pretty much hate all of my classes at school because we're not learning anything that could ever help us in life, but that doesn't matter, because IT'S PART OF THE DAMNED CURRICULUM.

And EXE, being average in looks isn't all that bad. In fact, it's an advantage because when a man falls in love with you, you can know it's real love, and not lust!

*hugs again*

i dont know that I should be writing this now, hell i dont know that i should do anything but sleep. I can barely see the keyboard cuz im crying so much. It hurts oh how it hurts. I tried telling Sean tonight, how i fell about him and... no answer, i think a No would have hurt less than his silence. he just avoided me the rest of the night, oh well that party sucked anyway, bad music and barely anyone there the only thing that was cool about it was Cody, another friend of mine, wore a gillie suit and climbed up in a tree that would talk to people as they were walking out to the parking lot (really wish i wouldve gotten that on video). but still no answer, i might have fucked up a really great friendship, im actually terrified.

apparently he told my cousin that he really needed my friendship and didnt want to screw it up.

So thats it im just a "special friend" his shoulder, and you know what the worst part is? I'll probably still be there for him, always. This isn't some stupid crush, i think i really love him thats the part that tears me to pieces. I dont know what tomorrow is going to be like, if he'll talk to me, or even look at me. I'm actually scared

Don't worry, J. If he has half a brain, then he'll accept you with open arms and an open heart. I'm sure he must be nervous. But even if he does turn you down, it's not the end of the world. Stay his friend, either way, and I'm sure that eventually he will have a change of heart.

I wish I could be more reassuring, but I really don't know what else to say.

hes going through so much right now and it breaks my hert but he tells me not to worry about him and get on with my life...MY FRIENDS ARE MY LIFE...without people i would be nothing, really nothing i dedicate myself to helping other and he wants me to just watch him spiral through this depression alone????

I dont know what to do ;.;

im not asking for advice i just had to say it...i have no idea what to do

I wish I had advice to give.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK MOTHER FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT COMPUTER FUCKING BULLSHIT FUCK ASS BITCH FUCKFUCKFUUUUUUCK!!!!!

All my fucking programs, pictures, games, and of course schoolwork are now gone. Every last fucking bit was whiped from my computer. Fuck my life I have to rewrite sooooo many fucking essays now which will take ages to do. Fuck my life why can I never have a problem free computer for more then a few months at time? Fucking technology. You never realize how much you depend on it until it stops working.

I really hate computers

wow O.o im really sorry to hear that cat. I hate computers too.

well I'm sitting here, watching my relationship with Sean spiral down the toilet and I'd like to take this time to say..."Congratulations Karena, you really are getting a great guy."

Oh no... What's going on? Are you still friends?

I'm sorry to hear that, J. With any luck, one of them will end up terminating the rleationship eventually. That's what usually happens nowadays. Relationships don't last long very much nowadays. [/angst]

I wish I could be more comfort, but I've never been in your situation before. =(

he just...stopped talking to me...altogether.

I honestly don't want it anymore, if he can go from missing Emilee to acting like he did with me to practically ignoring me because he's still so hung up on Emilee to treating Karena like he used to treat me then it's really not worth all the pain it's causing me.

Even after all that though I still miss him, and I wish that I didn't. I suppose that's all there is to it.

I'm sorry to hear that. But there's bound to be another, better man for you later.

i'm sorry to hear this J but to be honest, if what you say is true then sean is a fool. I am getting sick of people being like this. You are a great girl J and fun to be around. Don't let him do this to you. I couldn't stand to see you upset over someone else's stupidity. So please don't get down about this. If you need someone to talk to you can always come to me and i'll listen.

*Deep sigh* Another day, another reason for me to go bash my head against a rock.

Everyone around me is so fucking loud and obnoxious, and partying and having fun and whatnot, without any respect for people like me. [selfrant]No, I don't want to get high. No, I don't want alcohol, you dumbshit, I told you my aunt died from that stuff. No, I don't want to smoke. The very scent makes me fucking vomit.[/selfrant] People just don't seem to understand that I enjoy having individuality. No, the reason why I'm in front of the computer so much isn't because I'm watching porn, like you may assume. No, I'm not on facebook either. They expect me to have the exact. same. interests. Like some kind of manufactured clone of them. They try to force me into chats about how awesome their killstreak in CoD is. They assume I'm gay because most of my humor floats above their heads, unless I explain it. Apparently, I'm also gay for not attempting to hump any girl I see. Even if I was gay, how the FUCK does that matter? It wouldn't change my general contempt for them all. It would just mean I'd be attracted to guys. And GODFUCKING DAMMIT, I'm half Columbian and half Irish. I'm not a drug dealer, I'm not an alcoholic, I don't have a stereotypical accent, I don't speak any languages other than English.

...Dear lord. The shit I have to deal with.

Well at least i'm not the only person who thinks along thse lines. I agree with everything you said there and it is annoying how if you are different people tend to shun you and give you grief as a result. Story of my life XP

Yay for us being different and not wasting our brains on drugs and alcohol!
Three cheers for standing out!
Horrah for being a person and not a sheeple!

I say we wave our banner proudly and stand together in our differences!!!!

(Sheeple is a funny word)

Often times, people give me stares because I'm chaste. They ask how I do it, and lots of times they don't believe me. It's just that their lemming brains can't comprehend that a person can be different. However, I'm never made fun of for it. They look at me incredulously, but they just accept it. Nevertheless, their "Are you gonna fuck Madi this summer?" jokes get on my nerves.

See? This is why I love you guys! Our bastion of brotherhood (and sisterhood)!

nothing wrong with that ^.^
(raises hand for being chaste)
the jokes do get old some days but not many ppl ask about it so i just don't mention it. That handles the new ppl in my life (which is just about everyone since going to college)

Sheep are good for entertainment though. Put them in a situation with unclear sheep rules and watch them flop around like chickens with their heads cut off. Amusing for hours after the fact.